I just wanted to say thankyou, thankyou to my special friend SeaAira, she gives me faith that there are beautiful, loving people out there still....  My spiritual journey has been a long one, i believe thats what we are on, a spiritual journey in search of the right way, the way in which we connect internally to something, God, Buddha, your higher self... its all out there to be found with lots of deviations along the way to entrape and snare you.  Im starting to believe that can be people as well not necessarily people into the wrong religion etc but people that ensnare you with their negativity, that can take your direction away from you, take you away from that spiritual search... ive found that has been me for a while i try to read inspiration books stick on the right path but when you are surrounded by stress, and stressful people, its not hard to be diverted even knowing the right ways, behaviours the routines, the meditation etc... so in one foul swoop with ive gotten a computer again a bit of a windfall and instant reconnection with my lovelly pure hearted SeaAira and like minded people and im already feeling much better.. Getting back in touch with what feels good and right and its always there just under the surface, but like i said sometimes life happens... So i vow to try and stop getting involved with all of these psychic vampires that suck the life out of me, take a step back from even some of my family who do the same even though its in illness and start refocusing... take that time for me again, take that time for my own mental health and sanity and start to feel good again.... so yes thanks again for the comfort and care of being there xo 

So has anyone else got anything similar they are going through, or similar situations they'd like to share. Or inspiration??